…because I don’t think it’s here in Japan.
Thinking about people back home, longing to go on 2am drives with my favorite person and having a sense of overwhelming loneliness every night when I walk home probably means my heart isn’t here.
But home doesn’t give me the job opportunities I can get elsewhere.
Or perhaps I’m just over thinking it because it’s more than 10 degrees colder here and fuck everything about that. Stupid fall and stupid Hawaii being a nice 70 something degrees while I have to walk home in 60something degree weather with just a skirt and suit jacket on. Fckn…….